Weekend

     i initially created this blog as a type of journal to myself because i have had problems with memory retention online and in RL since i was first given my subspace.  i spoke to people online and in real life about it.  But, the theory ive adopted so far is that old saying "time flies when you are having fun"  and as much bitching as i do in my blog, you would be hard pressed to meet anyone more content or blissful in her daily existence then me.  Since i was first shown my subspace, i have been much more balanced as a person and my dynamic personality has evened out considerably.  Being very powerful inside yourself can be an enormous responsibility and learning to let go when its safe to and just embrace who you really are and your submissive self has been a life changing revelation for me that i dont think i would have ever successfully navigated without the help of a rl trained Dominant.

     As time passes and i have fallen into the routine of posting my random thoughts in a blog form, ive found there are so many patterns in the subjects i choose to write about and how i process the different experiences i have as a submissive and woman, online and offline.  i suspect in a way this blog also represents me drawing a line in the sand.  Calling your bluff.  and  a scrapbook of colorful snapshots, bobbles, ribbons and shiny bits that make up the tapestry of my emotional and intellectual landscape.  i dont expect everyone who takes the time to read my words to even understand where i am coming from or what my motivations are.  There is not a time in rl or online when i have openly expressed my thoughts and feelings in the detail i do here.  its an entirely selfish endevour on my part and for my own benefit.  But, i wanted you to know i appreciate you taking the time to read what i have to say and allowing me to a have a voice i would never otherwise have.

     im going out today to enjoy the sun.  i hope you are enjoying your weekend, wherever you are today.  i will be online much later this evening.