Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Melancholia

     He is there for me when i need a friend.  He wipes my tears when i cry.  He never judges me.  He accepts me just the way i am.  He never drops drama in my lap and has a wicked sense of humor sometimes.  He makes me laugh.  He holds me like a little girl in his arms and makes me feel safe.  i would beg for his collar if we had RL compatibility.  we dont though.  So, instead, weve settled into this strange limbo where neither of us want to walk away.  But, i cant bring myself to commit either.  He would like me to beg but i cant bring myself to do that.  my heart is behind a wall.

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