i posted this link because as an unowned submissive, this is one of my biggest issues i have to deal with. my other big issue is Subdrop.
ive allowed my male friends to Dominate me to take the edges off of my intense need and keep me functioning at a reasonable level. ive lost many male friends though because they wanted more than just to help me, they wanted me to submit completely. i felt i was navigating the dangers of my compulsions really well, usually keeping sex completely out of the sessions, running away if i felt myself start to bond with a Dominant who i didnt feel safe submitting to.
But, i went completely off the deep end last night. i became completely out of control. i became a begging slave and couldnt make myself stop. Everything He did and said became a trigger. at one point i became so out of control and spacy that i forgot where i was completely and even lost control of my writhing squirming body. He kept losing me. i couldnt stop flying.
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